Gah, Marissa I wonder if everything I've trained for is worth it. I train and I train and you know me well enough to see how much time and effort I put into water polo. But yet when it comes to the matches against ACS I yester day and ACS Barker today, I just freeze and I don't do anything, I cost the team today, cos I let them swim past me one by one *zoom* *zoom* and it's not fun. *Sigh* I wonder if all the training is worth it and really as of now, I'm starting to doubt my National team chances.

P.S. Pm me.

daryl