Broken Strings,

I don't know whats wrong with me now.

I don't know whats wrong with me these days,

Why am I crying like almost every freaking day over the same freaking thing,

Except now it's gotten worse, by hell lot.

Am I being just oversensitive or is it true anger,

I have no idea, I'm so pissed with the world,

I wish I had a time machine, I need that most now )':

I'm so stupid.

I'm damn damn stupid, that's why I'm like that.

And you're just a stuck-up fucked up son of a bitch that can go work in Geylang as a whore and probably get fucking $10 a night.

I wish my assassination would come true, you'd be the first one I'd be after.

And you, on the other hand,

You're someone I love so much and this kind of crap happens right in front of my bloody face.

I don't want you to be unhappy,

But if only you'd see the state I'm in now just because of you.

I'm not blaming you cos its all my fault. I really don't know how things can get screwed up till it ends up like this, leaving me like that.

I don't want it to end like that for God's sake,

I thought it was just a rumour,

I thought it wasn't true,

But turns out I thought wrong.

Cos it's a nightmare all coming true right now );

And there's nothing I can do about it.

WHY CAN'T I JUST GET OVER IT NOW AND FOREVER?!

xxx.

Lost );